numb

The worst thing in life is when your instincts and assumptions are right from the very start.
Your heart has been crushed by itself.. no words, no discussion from anyone.
You have yourself prepared.

Then the big news come, you're numb.
You know its inevitable but deep down you're living your own fantasy, reluctant to return to reality.

One minute you smile, dance, talk and prance around - happy, as though nothing happened.
The next minute you keep still stare and feel even more numb.

No tears, just numb.