Lonesome Fool

" There are times you may be surrounded by people, but you know deep in you're walking through the pathway on your own......"

I have been feeling rather lonely these days.

I know I have friends I can talk to....... but I guess sometimes not everyone is free.......

Been wanting to talk to someone over coffee, drinks, whatever...

But they're busy, overseas, busy or spending time with their lovers....

So, I just end up going home feeling rather disappointed... or just shopping on my own..

Have no idea how many times I have been stranded on my own....

It's when you're somewhere on your own and you know company is on their way soon..

You decide to go on your own first...

Thinking you will make some friends along the way, like you always do

You make friends, yes, but then they will start to leave to go back... or join their friends..

You're just there alone!

and what's worst is when the friend totally stand you up.

(I can understand and I apologise the ones with valid reason..)

At a place that holds too many memories......................

It's just too painful but you have to grit your teeth and be strong.

Alas, didn't take me long to go back anyway....

I hope I'm not losing my charisma and personality!!!!!!

I remembered having such great times with others even when at times I'm all alone!

Whats happening to me??? =( I think I've lost my mojo................

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Been feeling so glum... Like, all the time..........

Always thinking about the same damn thing....

I hate this feeling =(

I want the old suffi =( =( =( =(

I miss JJ...... alot .....